{ 雨の天使 }
Rain Angel
Chapter 10
[ The Rain that I’ll never forget… ]
Have you ever hate someone or something so much that it hurts your heart the moment you began to think about it?
The hurt is so much that you don’t even know how to react?
That someone whom you always trusted did the unimaginable.
I always thought life should be full of love and happiness.
No one or no things are to be disliked by anyone.
Some things can forgiven… but cannot be forgotten.
I’m beginning to hate the rain….
“How is he…?”
Mavis walked to his bed, panting as she had run all the way from the drop point.
She didn’t know what to say as she saw all the tubings and cables connected to KaiLoke. There were a lot of bandages and he was still in a coma. The sight of him drew tears straight from the heart as she advanced into the Intensive-Care Unit.
“How is Loke? Auntie?”
KaiLoKe’s mother can only held onto his father and weeped.
“How is KaiLoke, Ma…”
Mavis turned to her own parents instead.
“We don’t know Ah hui. We reached no long ago.”
“All we know is that KaiLoke had met an accident. We rushed down after informing you.. Poor kid…”
Mavis’s father sighed.
“But why he had an accident?”
“His car skidded along the expressway. It crashed onto the divider”
Loke’s father started telling.
“But shouldn’t he be at home? Preparing for tommorrow’s business?”
Mavis just cannot believe it.
She had never know KaiLoke as a dangerous driver.
“It was rainning quite heavily and he said that he’s going to pick you up before it rains”
“Why the rain…..?”
Mavis couldn’t believe what they have told her.
“Why must it be the rain…?”
“So what did the doctor say?”
Mavis turned her attention.
“The doctor said there’s some blood clot in his left brain. They are preparing to see if they can perform an operation tomorrow morning”
Mavis kneeled beside his bed.
“Loke, you must be strong…”
She touched his forehead.
“We make a move first… Mavis you joining us?”
Mavis’s father called after he console KaiLoke’s parents.
“Don’t worry, don’t think too much…”
“Yeah.. should not be anything critical. If not the operation would have done immediately”
Mavis’s father knew this kind of words might not be the best of all consoles but that was all that he could think of.
“Pa, Ma. Can I stay with him?”
Mavis requested.
“Ok… you take care of yourself okie? The hospital gets very cold at night”
Mavis’s parent had left the ICU.
“Auntie, Uncle. You want to go home too? I can take care of him”
Mavis suggested.
KaiLoke’s mother wasn’t responsing.
All her weeping had caused her to be phyiscally and emotionally drained. She had fallen asleep.
All the tiredness had caused a great impact to her.
“Ah hui, Are you sure you can take care of him tonight?”
KaiLoke’s father asked.
“Yeah..I can take care of him…”
“We’ll come back tomorrow morning okie? I think Loke’s mother is really tired”
KaiLoke's father carried her as he speaks.
“Yeah. Uncle, don’t worry. I will call you if he wakes up during the night”
“Ok… you take care of yourself too..”
They too walked out of the ICU.
The night seems extremelly and bitterly cold when you are alone in the hospital. Mavis took out a jacket and hung on herself.
She then walked over to his bed and tried to pull up his blanket.
Mavis just sat there watching him.
She think back all the memories that they shared since they were young. Loke had always take care of her as far as she can remember. Growing up together means they shared almost all the fun that a child cannot forget in his/her life.
Rain drops slowly hit the window.
Soon, it was rainning again.
It was cold enough to be alone, the rain seems to make it worse.
Mavis looked at KaiLoke.
“Loke.. you must wake up… or I will not talk to you anymore..”
Mavis hoped it will help by talking to him. It always worked in shows and movie.
She started talking their young times.
The days when they first met at the playground outside the wet market. The days when she fell sick and Loke had to carry her all the way from the market to the clinic. The days when she did well in her examinations.
Soon the rain was getting bigger.
“Stop.. the rain….stop it”
Mavis couldn’t hold onto herself anymore.
There was no one there for her to comfort her, to ask her not to cry.
Mavis wiped her tears and took out a tissue to wipe his forehead..
She felt something on his cheeks.
It was tears…
“Nurse!! Nurse, Doctor…!”
Mavis ran outside the ward room.
A few Doctors came and took a look at him.
They were taking his heart beat, blood pressure and all sorts of examinations.
Mavis quietly stood there and watched.
Suddenly one of the doctors shouted…
“His blood pressure is going down. We’re losing him!!”
The rest of the doctors hurried to do immediate rescure.
Mavis hurried to his bed.
“KaiLoke!! KaiLoke..!! What happened?? Didn’t he woke up…!!??”
No one was able to answer her.
Mavis was there looking at him, wiping his sweat and holding onto his hand.
KaiLoke opened his eyes and looked at Mavis.
He tried to said something… but she couldn’t make out what he was saying.
“Ah hui….”
“Yes, I hear you KaiLoke… I hear you… Please don’t give up!!”
“Ah Hui… I……..”
“Don’t give up okie??? Don’t give up on your parents… Don’t give up on Me…..”
Mavis wasn’t able to control herself anymore
“Ah Hui…………I………..Love……….. You………”
And all went still.
The doctors had stopped.
The beeping sound of the heart beat equipment went constant.
He was gone…
Mavis held on him and cried…
She didn’t know how long she had cried..
As the hopsital informed the family.
Mavis sat at the corner alone.
Her tears contiune to drip as the as the rain drops contiune to hit the window.
She stared at the rain…
The rain that killed her best friend, her brother and someone that love her.
Chapter 10
[ The Rain that I’ll never forget… ]
Have you ever hate someone or something so much that it hurts your heart the moment you began to think about it?
The hurt is so much that you don’t even know how to react?
That someone whom you always trusted did the unimaginable.
I always thought life should be full of love and happiness.
No one or no things are to be disliked by anyone.
Some things can forgiven… but cannot be forgotten.
I’m beginning to hate the rain….
“How is he…?”
Mavis walked to his bed, panting as she had run all the way from the drop point.
She didn’t know what to say as she saw all the tubings and cables connected to KaiLoke. There were a lot of bandages and he was still in a coma. The sight of him drew tears straight from the heart as she advanced into the Intensive-Care Unit.
“How is Loke? Auntie?”
KaiLoKe’s mother can only held onto his father and weeped.
“How is KaiLoke, Ma…”
Mavis turned to her own parents instead.
“We don’t know Ah hui. We reached no long ago.”
“All we know is that KaiLoke had met an accident. We rushed down after informing you.. Poor kid…”
Mavis’s father sighed.
“But why he had an accident?”
“His car skidded along the expressway. It crashed onto the divider”
Loke’s father started telling.
“But shouldn’t he be at home? Preparing for tommorrow’s business?”
Mavis just cannot believe it.
She had never know KaiLoke as a dangerous driver.
“It was rainning quite heavily and he said that he’s going to pick you up before it rains”
“Why the rain…..?”
Mavis couldn’t believe what they have told her.
“Why must it be the rain…?”
“So what did the doctor say?”
Mavis turned her attention.
“The doctor said there’s some blood clot in his left brain. They are preparing to see if they can perform an operation tomorrow morning”
Mavis kneeled beside his bed.
“Loke, you must be strong…”
She touched his forehead.
“We make a move first… Mavis you joining us?”
Mavis’s father called after he console KaiLoke’s parents.
“Don’t worry, don’t think too much…”
“Yeah.. should not be anything critical. If not the operation would have done immediately”
Mavis’s father knew this kind of words might not be the best of all consoles but that was all that he could think of.
“Pa, Ma. Can I stay with him?”
Mavis requested.
“Ok… you take care of yourself okie? The hospital gets very cold at night”
Mavis’s parent had left the ICU.
“Auntie, Uncle. You want to go home too? I can take care of him”
Mavis suggested.
KaiLoke’s mother wasn’t responsing.
All her weeping had caused her to be phyiscally and emotionally drained. She had fallen asleep.
All the tiredness had caused a great impact to her.
“Ah hui, Are you sure you can take care of him tonight?”
KaiLoke’s father asked.
“Yeah..I can take care of him…”
“We’ll come back tomorrow morning okie? I think Loke’s mother is really tired”
KaiLoke's father carried her as he speaks.
“Yeah. Uncle, don’t worry. I will call you if he wakes up during the night”
“Ok… you take care of yourself too..”
They too walked out of the ICU.
The night seems extremelly and bitterly cold when you are alone in the hospital. Mavis took out a jacket and hung on herself.
She then walked over to his bed and tried to pull up his blanket.
Mavis just sat there watching him.
She think back all the memories that they shared since they were young. Loke had always take care of her as far as she can remember. Growing up together means they shared almost all the fun that a child cannot forget in his/her life.
Rain drops slowly hit the window.
Soon, it was rainning again.
It was cold enough to be alone, the rain seems to make it worse.
Mavis looked at KaiLoke.
“Loke.. you must wake up… or I will not talk to you anymore..”
Mavis hoped it will help by talking to him. It always worked in shows and movie.
She started talking their young times.
The days when they first met at the playground outside the wet market. The days when she fell sick and Loke had to carry her all the way from the market to the clinic. The days when she did well in her examinations.
Soon the rain was getting bigger.
“Stop.. the rain….stop it”
Mavis couldn’t hold onto herself anymore.
There was no one there for her to comfort her, to ask her not to cry.
Mavis wiped her tears and took out a tissue to wipe his forehead..
She felt something on his cheeks.
It was tears…
“Nurse!! Nurse, Doctor…!”
Mavis ran outside the ward room.
A few Doctors came and took a look at him.
They were taking his heart beat, blood pressure and all sorts of examinations.
Mavis quietly stood there and watched.
Suddenly one of the doctors shouted…
“His blood pressure is going down. We’re losing him!!”
The rest of the doctors hurried to do immediate rescure.
Mavis hurried to his bed.
“KaiLoke!! KaiLoke..!! What happened?? Didn’t he woke up…!!??”
No one was able to answer her.
Mavis was there looking at him, wiping his sweat and holding onto his hand.
KaiLoke opened his eyes and looked at Mavis.
He tried to said something… but she couldn’t make out what he was saying.
“Ah hui….”
“Yes, I hear you KaiLoke… I hear you… Please don’t give up!!”
“Ah Hui… I……..”
“Don’t give up okie??? Don’t give up on your parents… Don’t give up on Me…..”
Mavis wasn’t able to control herself anymore
“Ah Hui…………I………..Love……….. You………”
And all went still.
The doctors had stopped.
The beeping sound of the heart beat equipment went constant.
He was gone…
Mavis held on him and cried…
She didn’t know how long she had cried..
As the hopsital informed the family.
Mavis sat at the corner alone.
Her tears contiune to drip as the as the rain drops contiune to hit the window.
She stared at the rain…
The rain that killed her best friend, her brother and someone that love her.
She hated the rain…
[To be Cont]
