Thursday, August 21, 2008

[ Author’s note ]

Hi all,

Thanks for the support throughout the whole year. It has been a pleasant journey for me to know many of you who’ve read my stories. There are some who regards me as someone who understands what love means and have it written so well in words. There are some who even regard me as the god of love. I’m very much flattered.

As much as I think I understand love, I don’t really seem to understand it at all.
I think I failed totally as a husband. I’ve caused a lot of unhappiness to my wife and made her really upset about my actions and behavior.

Below is something I written in Chinese, apologized for those who don’t know how to read.
This is my last post until the day I understand more about love.
Take care everyone.
Anntonii Lim

[幸福是]

幸福是能够在每天早上醒来的时后看到你,但又不会吵到你。
但是当你每天早上醒来的时后,却看不到我。

幸福是能够在你不开心的时后逗你笑,想办法让你开心。
但我从来都没问过你什么是让你最开心的。

幸福是能够在你想哭的时后,尽量阻止每一滴眼泪。
但我从来都不知道你流的每一滴眼泪却是因为我。

幸福是能够在你说你喜欢一样东西的时后,送给你。
但我现在才知道让你最开心的是我给你的时间。

幸福是能够在你说你累时,背着你一起走着。
但我没想过你会累是因为我。

幸福是能够让你有打从心底的快乐。