[ Hatred ]

It didn't occurs to me the feeling of hatred will revolves me once again after so long. I use to hate everybody. People who are better than me, people who are worse than me.. people whom I have no concern with.. practically everybody.

I've forgotten when I've developed with this kind of hate towards all living things. I guess I just want people to hate me in return. This gives me a sense of feeling of loneliness, the feeling of being alone. The sense of self-discovery I should say..

Everyone always say you need the support of people around you.. but deep down in actually fact, you yourself have to be strong because help doesn't come that often as you required. I don't need anyone, any friends, family members.. at the end of the day.. all that matters is that I have myelf..

Its this kind of attitude problem that I don't give a damn towards this whole world.. rather be a selfish grouch than a helpful soul who everyone abuse whenever there's a chance..

Alas... Hate is a feeling which will make you strong.. Loves only makes you weak..

Anntonii Lim