- Rejection from her -
- Towards the Infinite Sadness of life –
The world never seems to stop turning, time never seems to take notice on someone who’s struggling through life. Bearing each day with the hopes of being reached by the one he loved, the one he used to care for so much.. How he find life so meaningless and lonely now as he begins each day wondering how would it be if he had done the right thing? The people who used to stand by him weren’t there anymore as he continues his journey to the undiscovered path of life. He falls easily, finding it hard to get up…for he’s alone now…
As he slowly pick himself up upon his feet, time never waits, passing every minute with uncertainty that he will end the same day without being tortured by fate. The self belief and his confidence are all gone now….
Finally he told himself not to care for anyone else again, for he knows no matter how much he cared , no one will be there for him again…. as he head towards the infinite sadness of life…...
- Towards the Path of Infinite Sadness and Mental Destruction of Life -
“Everything aren’t the same without the presence of you….”
Life is not about achievements but the efforts towards success. Many people give up after failures but they never look back to their mistakes. If Love is easy, people would abuse its presence and soon, it will just fade away. Sadness is only used an excuse to be left alone. Loneliness is the beginning of self-discovery as you begin to understand more and more of yourself. No one in this world will fully understand you except yourself, accept the way life is being unfolded and indeed life will be fruitful after all.
Believing may just be one of the most powerful words that man had ever created. Believe in your heart when your mind starts to wonder, believe in yourself when you have non to ponder.
Love is the affectionate feelings develop by 2 mutual parties over time, memories, feelings and experience unify as one. Believe in love and you will be given the greatest gift of all… love in return…..
Monday, June 07, 2004
- Rejection from him -
- Memories of a Distant Path -
You expressed your thoughts, he treats it like a big surprise that hits him hard and tries to ignore the fact that you had always liked him. He finds tons and tons of excuses to avoid the start of the topic that he knew it would be pointless. You felt down, cried at times knowing that life was at your lowest at this point. You felt as if the world begins to turn their backs on you. You used to remember, he was the one whom you needed when you were in doubt, he was the one who pull you up when you’re down. These images may not happened again. Now you asked yourself “ Is there anything wrong in telling the person you like that you like him? “ why must it always happen to you… why can’t you be with the one you loved most.
The time is way past midnight, you find that sleeping isn’t that easy anymore, tossing and turning on your bed is getting frustrating. You try to get up, sit back and think of the past relationships you had. Some were meaningful, some were tragic, but in all of them, you had always put your true feelings and treasure each and every moment.
You try to work, hoping that you won’t think of him that often.. But then again, the more you don’t want to think of him, the more of his images appeared in front of your mind. You then took up drinking, trying every means and ways to immune yourself but every morning all you’ll get is hangover and make your life worse.
You finally asked yourself “ is it worth it? to feel so miserable for him? ‘
[The End]
Life is always full of ups and downs, there’s no person without problems in their life. Life is not about what you gain or what you lose, it’s about what you had done and what you had not. In time to come, he will always remember you as a person who likes him and not just a friend, we all lives in memories every now and then. Reality is cruel, everything you hope for will not happen in reality but it’s the memories that count. One day, after he had live long enough to look back to the past life he had, happy, sad moments will only be a past, a past which you had thrive so hard to reach. Although no one once will remember how much you once love him, how many things you did and prepare to do for him, I’m sure he will always remember you, just like you would remember him too…
Memories, is what you need and have now. Treasure it.
- Memories of a Distant Path -
You expressed your thoughts, he treats it like a big surprise that hits him hard and tries to ignore the fact that you had always liked him. He finds tons and tons of excuses to avoid the start of the topic that he knew it would be pointless. You felt down, cried at times knowing that life was at your lowest at this point. You felt as if the world begins to turn their backs on you. You used to remember, he was the one whom you needed when you were in doubt, he was the one who pull you up when you’re down. These images may not happened again. Now you asked yourself “ Is there anything wrong in telling the person you like that you like him? “ why must it always happen to you… why can’t you be with the one you loved most.
The time is way past midnight, you find that sleeping isn’t that easy anymore, tossing and turning on your bed is getting frustrating. You try to get up, sit back and think of the past relationships you had. Some were meaningful, some were tragic, but in all of them, you had always put your true feelings and treasure each and every moment.
You try to work, hoping that you won’t think of him that often.. But then again, the more you don’t want to think of him, the more of his images appeared in front of your mind. You then took up drinking, trying every means and ways to immune yourself but every morning all you’ll get is hangover and make your life worse.
You finally asked yourself “ is it worth it? to feel so miserable for him? ‘
[The End]
Life is always full of ups and downs, there’s no person without problems in their life. Life is not about what you gain or what you lose, it’s about what you had done and what you had not. In time to come, he will always remember you as a person who likes him and not just a friend, we all lives in memories every now and then. Reality is cruel, everything you hope for will not happen in reality but it’s the memories that count. One day, after he had live long enough to look back to the past life he had, happy, sad moments will only be a past, a past which you had thrive so hard to reach. Although no one once will remember how much you once love him, how many things you did and prepare to do for him, I’m sure he will always remember you, just like you would remember him too…
Memories, is what you need and have now. Treasure it.
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