Saturday, June 12, 2004

[- True Love -]

True love comes straight from the heart not the mind. It starts with a simple meeting with two people, from the first conversation comes the mutual respect. Soon, without realizing it, there’s a feeling of likeness in the air. From likeness, it gradually grows to love. But true love does not end here.
From love, there’s commitment. The feeling stop you from starting any other possible cases of likeness with other people. The same feeling which get you back to the same person whom you have been sharing your life with.
Many people never went to the stage of commitment, only to blame themselves later for never experiencing true love. If loving is easy, living your hectic life would be easier.
Stories of love are being shared among us everyday, yet there aren’t many of which we can remember. A love story comes from your own experience, not something that you’ve heard or seen. If there is one love story that you can ever remember in your life, it would be something that you had gone through..
True love is a gift. Though finding it may be hard, keeping it is harder than anyone can imagine. We struggle through all our life in search of it, yet when we find it, it just disappear. Just like sand sipping your hands, never to return again.
True love means happiness for your partner even if it means sufferings for you. As much as we would want to deny it, we do sacrifice for love. A simple give in during a heated argument can prevent harsh words being used and breaking of hearts. So next time when you think your partner is unreasonable, think again. You could make he/she less annoyed by giving in just this once. You may give in many, many times in your relationship but at least you know its worth the effort when the storm is over.
True love will be tested one day, only then the declaration for one another is truthful. Temptations will always be there, there will always be someone nicer, younger or more beautiful than your current one. Only will that day tell your truthfulness towards your heart and your soul.
The pureness of True Love is one thing that keeps people going, throughout their life. The simplest things that you do for her will get happiness in return. One sad thing about the pureness of True Love is the existence of temptation. Whether is it materialism or lust, people always find themselves stuck in a situation and therefore love died down in time…
As far as I can see, we all yearn for that simple undying love that rumors to exist. Its out there somewhere, clouded by the deceiving facts of life and overshadowed by the logical mindset of humans.
True Love exists deep down our hearts…

Thursday, June 10, 2004

Weather seems to affect one's mood.

Today's gloomy weather has once again slacken quite a few of our minds as we dragged through the long day ahead. Not long ago, we were complaining about how hot the weather is these days.. and now we are complaining about the rain..
When will we be ever satisfied with what we have given?

You don't need to watch "The day after tomorrow" to know our Earth is dying..
But it won't happen in your lifetime.. so why bothers..
This seems to be the answer on everyone's lips.

Whatever it is.. Earth will still die one day.. but hopefully not today...

Anntonii

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

A brand new day in life means a new beginning..
yesterday's achievements will be remembered,
yesterday's arguement will be forgotten.
tomorrow's success will be based on today
tomorrow's problems will also be determined on today.

The choronics of life will move on, nothing has changed from the past..
maybe except our age as time passes.. and our thoughts...

Anntonii

Monday, June 07, 2004

- Rejection from her -

- Towards the Infinite Sadness of life –

The world never seems to stop turning, time never seems to take notice on someone who’s struggling through life. Bearing each day with the hopes of being reached by the one he loved, the one he used to care for so much.. How he find life so meaningless and lonely now as he begins each day wondering how would it be if he had done the right thing? The people who used to stand by him weren’t there anymore as he continues his journey to the undiscovered path of life. He falls easily, finding it hard to get up…for he’s alone now…
As he slowly pick himself up upon his feet, time never waits, passing every minute with uncertainty that he will end the same day without being tortured by fate. The self belief and his confidence are all gone now….
Finally he told himself not to care for anyone else again, for he knows no matter how much he cared , no one will be there for him again…. as he head towards the infinite sadness of life…...


- Towards the Path of Infinite Sadness and Mental Destruction of Life -


“Everything aren’t the same without the presence of you….”


Life is not about achievements but the efforts towards success. Many people give up after failures but they never look back to their mistakes. If Love is easy, people would abuse its presence and soon, it will just fade away. Sadness is only used an excuse to be left alone. Loneliness is the beginning of self-discovery as you begin to understand more and more of yourself. No one in this world will fully understand you except yourself, accept the way life is being unfolded and indeed life will be fruitful after all.
Believing may just be one of the most powerful words that man had ever created. Believe in your heart when your mind starts to wonder, believe in yourself when you have non to ponder.
Love is the affectionate feelings develop by 2 mutual parties over time, memories, feelings and experience unify as one. Believe in love and you will be given the greatest gift of all… love in return…..
- Rejection from him -

- Memories of a Distant Path -

You expressed your thoughts, he treats it like a big surprise that hits him hard and tries to ignore the fact that you had always liked him. He finds tons and tons of excuses to avoid the start of the topic that he knew it would be pointless. You felt down, cried at times knowing that life was at your lowest at this point. You felt as if the world begins to turn their backs on you. You used to remember, he was the one whom you needed when you were in doubt, he was the one who pull you up when you’re down. These images may not happened again. Now you asked yourself “ Is there anything wrong in telling the person you like that you like him? “ why must it always happen to you… why can’t you be with the one you loved most.
The time is way past midnight, you find that sleeping isn’t that easy anymore, tossing and turning on your bed is getting frustrating. You try to get up, sit back and think of the past relationships you had. Some were meaningful, some were tragic, but in all of them, you had always put your true feelings and treasure each and every moment.
You try to work, hoping that you won’t think of him that often.. But then again, the more you don’t want to think of him, the more of his images appeared in front of your mind. You then took up drinking, trying every means and ways to immune yourself but every morning all you’ll get is hangover and make your life worse.
You finally asked yourself “ is it worth it? to feel so miserable for him? ‘


[The End]


Life is always full of ups and downs, there’s no person without problems in their life. Life is not about what you gain or what you lose, it’s about what you had done and what you had not. In time to come, he will always remember you as a person who likes him and not just a friend, we all lives in memories every now and then. Reality is cruel, everything you hope for will not happen in reality but it’s the memories that count. One day, after he had live long enough to look back to the past life he had, happy, sad moments will only be a past, a past which you had thrive so hard to reach. Although no one once will remember how much you once love him, how many things you did and prepare to do for him, I’m sure he will always remember you, just like you would remember him too…
Memories, is what you need and have now. Treasure it.

Saturday, June 05, 2004

[ Paper of Love ]

It started with a blank hard cover paper, fold it into halves, adding colors & designs to it. Then, words of sincere greetings filled this insignificant paper. Each word, though looks unaligned to the paper is written with much cautious. Finally, the card is ready to be sent out, not forgetting the stamps to go along.

You will never forget the feeling when you receive a greeting card would you? The amazing feeling grows deep down from your veins, stirred through your heart causing it to pump harder. You will feel happy no less, especially if it’s your birthday card. Somebody remembers your birthday, that’s not the point. The point is somebody is spending effort to send you a birthday card.

Now think back a second, when was the last time that somebody send you a birthday card through snail mail? If you tell me you are 26 years old and it was last year or the year before, I would have congrats you for having such wonderful friends.

For me, I can’t even remember when I received my last birthday card. Maybe 6-7 years ago? Who would have blame these people when the technology is so advanced nowadays? These days, I would be blessed if somebody bothers to send me a SMS with a dull looking sentence of “Happy Birthday to you. All the best in life” In some cases, you would expect to receive an E-Card with some funny animations & sound to celebrate an occasion.

Sometimes I wonder is it the Technology or have we really grow out of the traditional birthday card thingy. The latter should not be the case since Hallmark is making millions selling paper cards like these. Then are we been spoilt by the fact that SMSes & E-Cards are easier & more convenience? Whatever it is, I hope if you are able to read this. You would know all about SMSes greetings & E-Card. I hope you reconsider than trying to take the easier way out.

When was the last time you’ve ever write a letter / card?

Handwrite a greeting card or a letter today. Never mind your ugly unreadable handwriting which you think nobody in this world except yourself can read. I believe the receiver will be able to read your thoughts. And believe me, Thoughts counts more than words…

“Let this paper of love continues, as nothing is more sincere by doing it with effort.”

Anntonii Lim