A brand new day in life means a new beginning..
yesterday's achievements will be remembered,
yesterday's arguement will be forgotten.
tomorrow's success will be based on today
tomorrow's problems will also be determined on today.

The choronics of life will move on, nothing has changed from the past..
maybe except our age as time passes.. and our thoughts...

Anntonii

- Rejection from her -

- Towards the Infinite Sadness of life –

The world never seems to stop turning, time never seems to take notice on someone who’s struggling through life. Bearing each day with the hopes of being reached by the one he loved, the one he used to care for so much.. How he find life so meaningless and lonely now as he begins each day wondering how would it be if he had done the right thing? The people who used to stand by him weren’t there anymore as he continues his journey to the undiscovered path of life. He falls easily, finding it hard to get up…for he’s alone now…
As he slowly pick himself up upon his feet, time never waits, passing every minute with uncertainty that he will end the same day without being tortured by fate. The self belief and his confidence are all gone now….
Finally he told himself not to care for anyone else again, for he knows no matter how much he cared , no one will be there for him again…. as he head towards the infinite sadness of life…...


- Towards the Path of Infinite Sadness and Mental Destruction of Life -


“Everything aren’t the same without the presence of you….”


Life is not about achievements but the efforts towards success. Many people give up after failures but they never look back to their mistakes. If Love is easy, people would abuse its presence and soon, it will just fade away. Sadness is only used an excuse to be left alone. Loneliness is the beginning of self-discovery as you begin to understand more and more of yourself. No one in this world will fully understand you except yourself, accept the way life is being unfolded and indeed life will be fruitful after all.
Believing may just be one of the most powerful words that man had ever created. Believe in your heart when your mind starts to wonder, believe in yourself when you have non to ponder.
Love is the affectionate feelings develop by 2 mutual parties over time, memories, feelings and experience unify as one. Believe in love and you will be given the greatest gift of all… love in return…..

- Rejection from him -

- Memories of a Distant Path -

You expressed your thoughts, he treats it like a big surprise that hits him hard and tries to ignore the fact that you had always liked him. He finds tons and tons of excuses to avoid the start of the topic that he knew it would be pointless. You felt down, cried at times knowing that life was at your lowest at this point. You felt as if the world begins to turn their backs on you. You used to remember, he was the one whom you needed when you were in doubt, he was the one who pull you up when you’re down. These images may not happened again. Now you asked yourself “ Is there anything wrong in telling the person you like that you like him? “ why must it always happen to you… why can’t you be with the one you loved most.
The time is way past midnight, you find that sleeping isn’t that easy anymore, tossing and turning on your bed is getting frustrating. You try to get up, sit back and think of the past relationships you had. Some were meaningful, some were tragic, but in all of them, you had always put your true feelings and treasure each and every moment.
You try to work, hoping that you won’t think of him that often.. But then again, the more you don’t want to think of him, the more of his images appeared in front of your mind. You then took up drinking, trying every means and ways to immune yourself but every morning all you’ll get is hangover and make your life worse.
You finally asked yourself “ is it worth it? to feel so miserable for him? ‘


[The End]


Life is always full of ups and downs, there’s no person without problems in their life. Life is not about what you gain or what you lose, it’s about what you had done and what you had not. In time to come, he will always remember you as a person who likes him and not just a friend, we all lives in memories every now and then. Reality is cruel, everything you hope for will not happen in reality but it’s the memories that count. One day, after he had live long enough to look back to the past life he had, happy, sad moments will only be a past, a past which you had thrive so hard to reach. Although no one once will remember how much you once love him, how many things you did and prepare to do for him, I’m sure he will always remember you, just like you would remember him too…
Memories, is what you need and have now. Treasure it.

[ Paper of Love ]

It started with a blank hard cover paper, fold it into halves, adding colors & designs to it. Then, words of sincere greetings filled this insignificant paper. Each word, though looks unaligned to the paper is written with much cautious. Finally, the card is ready to be sent out, not forgetting the stamps to go along.

You will never forget the feeling when you receive a greeting card would you? The amazing feeling grows deep down from your veins, stirred through your heart causing it to pump harder. You will feel happy no less, especially if it’s your birthday card. Somebody remembers your birthday, that’s not the point. The point is somebody is spending effort to send you a birthday card.

Now think back a second, when was the last time that somebody send you a birthday card through snail mail? If you tell me you are 26 years old and it was last year or the year before, I would have congrats you for having such wonderful friends.

For me, I can’t even remember when I received my last birthday card. Maybe 6-7 years ago? Who would have blame these people when the technology is so advanced nowadays? These days, I would be blessed if somebody bothers to send me a SMS with a dull looking sentence of “Happy Birthday to you. All the best in life” In some cases, you would expect to receive an E-Card with some funny animations & sound to celebrate an occasion.

Sometimes I wonder is it the Technology or have we really grow out of the traditional birthday card thingy. The latter should not be the case since Hallmark is making millions selling paper cards like these. Then are we been spoilt by the fact that SMSes & E-Cards are easier & more convenience? Whatever it is, I hope if you are able to read this. You would know all about SMSes greetings & E-Card. I hope you reconsider than trying to take the easier way out.

When was the last time you’ve ever write a letter / card?

Handwrite a greeting card or a letter today. Never mind your ugly unreadable handwriting which you think nobody in this world except yourself can read. I believe the receiver will be able to read your thoughts. And believe me, Thoughts counts more than words…

“Let this paper of love continues, as nothing is more sincere by doing it with effort.”

Anntonii Lim

- Words and Phrases of Eternity -

I chose to be smart rather than wise, for I know wise only mean you have been through a lot of sufferings in life. I rather choose the road and know what’s ahead before experience it then I will have a chose to take the route or not to. The only route I chose wrongly in life is to love you, that’s why I’m wise in love now..




As for me, the story continues as I struggle in life, searching for things that had pass me, things that I’ve missed. Maybe it will take a lifetime, maybe I won’t be able to find it back, for there’s only one gal, which I once lived my life for. Till this day comes, I will continue to become others’ passerby in their life and make them have great memories about me…..




The best things in life aren’t supposed to be the things you need, they can be the things you miss very much. I don’t believe in fate, I don’t believe in reality, I live in dreams, I live in memories, I cannot imagine if life will be good to me one day.




I will never forget the first gal I love, for what is shall remains and I never told her about my feelings for her.. And I don’t think I will ever too. Maybe that’s the only reason why she still smiled at me when we met one another on the roads.




In this world there live a lot of different people chasing different goals in their life everyday. Sometimes we lost our way, sometimes we need someone to guide us, to encourage us when we fail, to celebrate with us when we succeed and most of all to remember us.
Life would be empty without memories right?




Sometimes it’s strange to know the feeling when you see the person you wants to see most, the more you want to see that person, the more you will feel awkward when you see her. Have you ever wonder how she might feel?




There’s still many things I still don’t know about, there are things which logic can’t explain, theories cannot prove, which is my love for you.. sometimes I wish there’s a meter which shows the love people shared between one another, maybe when that day comes you will then realize how much you mean to me…......




Love are deceiving, love can be blinding. Things don’t get any better as they go, they seem almost impossible for me to reach. The things we used to shared aren’t there anymore, the conversation we exchanged are only a matter of past. Past is a good way of hiding the sad ruthless sight of the future.
Sometimes I believe that when I woke up in the morning, the first person I will see is you…. Then again, things aren’t the same in life, we wait to love, wait to be loved.




The only way to make me stop loving you is to hate you because the more I love you, the more pain I will suffer when u leave me… selfish may be the word which describe everything about me maybe… or is it that loving is been selfish all along?




As we continue to go our different route, no one will once remember how deep I once love you, how sad I was when you rejected me, how I manage to pull myself back together again.It’s been a long time since we last met, I wonder whose shoulder you are lying on this instance as I continue to think of you?




There was once a person who told me “ When you love someone, you must do your best to make her happy..” Somehow I never realize anything about this sentence until the day you reject me. Maybe leaving you was the only choice I’ve left or maybe it’s just simply because I want to make you happy…




People often use ‘fate’ to relate the things in love.. I met you because of ‘fate’, I lose you because of it too… but I don’t believe in ‘fate’. I believe that the reason you don’t like me it’s because of something in me and not that we are not ‘fated’ at all.
‘Fate’ is only an excuse for people to reject someone when she think he wasn’t the one for her. If I have to put us in a way, I would say, “ both of us were made for each other…. But we weren’t meant for each other….”




We all live in an unpredicted life, sometimes we can’t even know when things will come, when they will go. The most beautiful things in life are the ones that are always around which u fail to notice, only to regret when they disappear…. Like love….




As we walk our paths in the hands of our own, little do we always knows what lies ahead of us. We are born with the feeling of senses, emotions and unexplainable thoughts. We cried at times, when we felt useless and down, when the whole world seems moving away from us. We felt happy when the things we do right, angry when all turns out in the wrong direction. Sometimes we will wonder, can we control our own emotions? Can we cry when we want to and don’t when we don’t feel like it? Do you know the feeling of losing the most important thing in you life? If you do, it’s what I’m feeling now…..
Being love is painful when you doesn’t feel anything for that poor guy who tries to impress you with tons of poems and love songs. Loving someone is even more painful when you realize whatever you do for her isn’t enough.




Love is the second most complex creation since the creation of human. No one knows when we will love, who we will and why we will.. that’s the strangest part and best part of life…we live to love.




When I was younger, I wanted a girlfriend so tat I can show to off to others I too have one. When I got older, I wanted a girlfriend so tat I know I can always depend on that special someone. Now, if you ask me again I would say I want a girlfriend so that I can show her the meaning of love people had shown me throughout my life..




The value of our relationships will be measured one day and only true love wouldn’t mind how much it weighs.




At Last, the road is long, somehow there’s still a lot of undiscovered path for us to venture. Sometimes we find ourselves trapped in some unwanted situations, sometimes we cried when we are angry, when everything’s not going our way. We laugh when there’s joy, when we feel alright..
We are what we make up of ourselves, if we worked our ways according to our hearts, there’s no need to feel upset when u fail but rejoice when u succeed. In this wonderful mystery when there’s no much people can understand, Life. To live once is a blessing but to have u in this blessing is a miracle!




At last, “life goes on” as the wise one may say, living everyday as if there were no tomorrow. Try to enjoy the gifts of life and forget the sorrows we had rather than live in vain and suffer in silence of the innocent souls.. I fell, I picked myself and carry on walking… though how much I wanted you to be there to pick me up, I know the truth… and I was glad I pulled u out of my life…




Blessings come in many ways, often that is hard to say. For we may not truly knows as blessings come and go. To be blessed is better than to stress but blessings are always there for us to guess. So be glad you when you receive blessings cause blessed are the ones who’ve tried their best.




“The darken clouds filled the lovely sky,
Thoughts of you ran across my mind..
As the wind began it’s mighty blow,
Senses of sadness felt across my soul..
As the falling water descends the distance ground,
Behind my window I heard the sound,
Night came as I sat by my warming crouch,
Knowing that a rainfall brings out drought,
As I close my eyes and force myself to sleep,
Images of you flashes within deep.
Though the rain had washed my tears for you,
It will never remove any love I feel.”




“A wish tonight for you I might, A wish on this sleepless night.
A wish tonight to hold you tight, for you who makes my life so bright”




“The gentle wind awaits the morning sun, my thoughts for you had soon begun..
Of all the dreams I dreamt of you, I hope it’ll all come true…”




“For every pain you get, I will regret.
For every smile you get, I won’t forget.
For everything you are, I will accept.
For everyday its you, I can’t reject!”




“I Love you are the simplest yet most beautiful, the shortest yet the most meaningful words I want to say to you. But it’s what I feel.”




Anntonii

Facts are not meant to be denied

1. Men do not understand women as much as they claim to be.
2. Women do not understand men at all.
3. Friends are meant to be criticized at.
4. The people who shares your sorrows are your friends. The people who shares your wealth are your girlfriend/wife.
5. Religion do make people kill one another.
6. There is still no time machine in 2003.
7. You cannot make a person smarter by cloning him.
8. Time is the hardest thing to manage in life, follow by money.
9. You will do silly things just to make someone you love happy.
10. Humans do not live in underwater yet.
11. The number one quote in any office is “I want to quit..”
12. Great things don’t come many but having many things makes you great!
13. When young, you’ll get most of the things you want by crying.
14. Women are as dirty minded as men.
15. Coke is more gassy than Pepsi.
16. It is easier to write a complain letter than a compliment one.
17. Mixing yellow & green gives you blue.
18. People go to work because they have to, not because they want to.
19. There is no monster under the bed.
20. When you are famous, everything you say is a quote. When you are not, everything you say is rubbish.
21. Even if there’s a cure for AIDS, there won’t be one for stupidity.
22. Life without sex is miserable, especially when you had tried before.
23. When a women comment another women as “ok looking” she actually mean “she’s god damn ugly!”
24. When a man say another man as “handsome”, he will usually feel like beating him up.
25. When a women loses her man to another women, she will properly end up slapping her & calling her slut.
26. When a man loses her woman to another man, he will properly end up courting his sister for revenge.
27. Admit it, shitting is one of the best way of releasing stress.
28. Money, without spend it, is merely a piece of colorful paper.
29. When a ugly person is famous, you’ll say she’s talented. When a beautiful person is famous, you’ll properly say she got laid on her way up.
30. The world most powerful business women is Carly Fiorina of Hewlett Packard.
31. It is easier to give up than to give in during an argument.
32. Believe is a very powerful word that can work wonders.